if u ask me if i like to sing or i like music. yeah, i am but not till the extent that I'll say "music is my passion" or "music is my life" bla bla bla.... so, maybe that's one of the reason why i joined choir. wasnt the main reason though.
at first, i thought it's ok to join choir in terms of time and Islamic perspective (since we're singing in groups). but little did i know that it wasnt perfectly ok. i realized this when i joined the choir club for the performance at usim convocation ceremony which marked my last performance EVER... except the sooo-last-minute merdeka performance at the hostel. IT WAS HELL.
i'm writing this coz there will be another choir practice tomorrow night becoz, i dunno, some say we have to perform, dunno when and where and i was informed that the attendance is compulsory. YEAH, who cares? I do not want to go coz I do not want to perform anymore. the END.
why? from my experience, either what happened to me or what I observed ever since tamhidi until now, the usim performers (the students or maybe the staffs as well..) will not resemble the title of the university as an ISLAMIC university. okay fine if usim wants to have acting club or singing club or anything to do with performing arts, but still, all must have limitations right? I'm talking about the limitations stipulated in Islam...
actually, one of the reason why I do not want to join any performance in usim anymore is the outfit. come on, i noe we have to be pretty but we still have to keep the aurah. enough with the shame I've had during that convocation day. the other reason is of course is the time. we have practices on sunday night and some other nights too. but i have more other important things to do.
and that includes titas assignment. ok i should continue with that.
Labels: entertainment, islam, Life
